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12:51 am: Ok It is [officially] Official

I'm never consuming any amount of food ever again.

I hate my body.

I hate the way I look.

I = PUKE

08:28 pm: A Poem...I'm bored
This is why I'm not a poet, I obviously suck emensely....lol

You said the way my brown eyes shine
Put those other stars to shame that night
What a Lie
Just a boy that I'd never met
Who I'd never know if I didn't let
My heart decide
And now all the things that couldn't be
Happened to us all the same, so suddenly

Now all I have is tears
And thanking God that you aren't here
To see me cry
Thinking back to all those times
Having fun and bringing all
Our fantasies alive
And how  you looked when you made me grin
Is just another memory of what could've been

02:11 pm: Things That May or May Not Annoy you
* When you are about 10-15 steps behind someone walking out a door, and they turn aorund see you, pretend like they are going to hold the door for you, then when you get about 4-5 steps away from the door they decide it was too long and let it shut. Thanks.

** People who think for some strange reason, that they are the only person with any knowledge in the entire room. So they constantly talk about stuff that is-more often than not- completely irrelevent to the topic at hand, throw some multisyllable words in and expect people to "aw" at their intellegence, and should probably bow in their very presence. No.

*** Weirdos who get WAY too emotional during class. You shouldn't break down in the middle of an important conversation (that I'm taking notes on btw) and in sharing your opinion, tell everyone your entire life story on the brink of tears. We don't want to hear about your opinion on the war in Iraq, which btw was completely wrong (Democracy has been achieved princess, we're just babysitting now), we just want our freaking notes people! This isn't a therapy session, its friggin ENG 101.

**** Here's the MAC Daddy. It pretty much annoys me when the person you are supposed to be retaining the "knowledge" from, is a complete and utter moron. We are not deaf, hard of hearing or anything of the sort dude...you do not have to talk so slow that its almost impossible to understand you. And while I'm at it, pulling questions out of nowhere is getting old. It practically gives me whiplash how fast you change subjects. Good Lord in heaven! We can be talking about Hitler, and Stalin, and good ol' Saddam, then WHAM we're talking about the wads of gum under Korean students' desks. Um...What?

05:19 pm: Hmm. I don't care

I believe it was shakespeare who said that 'all fiction derives from the non fiction that is our lives'.

I want those 80 years so bad. But at the rate we're going, are we going to make it? 

Picturing us not together hurts me so badly...but am I strong enough.

I'm certainly going to try to be, but meet me half way.

please.


Liz

11:07 pm: Soooo
Yeah, so I totally didn't want to go to the snowball dance, its lame. Obviously, but I didn't particularly want to sit at home all by myself while all my friends were out having a good time. It would be nice to have someone to sit with, or just chill with. But I mean, who cares...I have a lot of homework for my EKU class. And I have to read like 5 billion pages.

06:02 pm: Well Behaved...I Promise 0; )
So when I have something negative to say about something random, I usually end up here to vent. I am a geek, I know...You don't have to tell me twice. Anywho, want to know something that bugs me? Mmk....since you asked: 
-I don't like other girls who like my boyfriend. 
- I don't like the fact that actions have consequences
- I don't like sticky things
-I don't like the weird chewing noise some people make....

Ok I'm finished. Well not really, I could go on for hours, but you'd be here all night, and probably half of tomorrow. The main point I want to get across is the whole "girls who like my boyfriend" thing. And if he were here, he would act completely oblivious to the fact that more than half the billion girls on his little buddy list/thingie absolutely want to devour him. I don't blame him for acting oblivious, mainly because he probably is. But every girl in the entire world knows how decieving, and stealthy we are at hiding emotions when we really want to. We act like we don't really want to date them, we act as if we aren't attracted to them at all...and then when we think they are vlunerable enough we go in, and take charge. Don't tell me i'm wrong because you'd be lying. I know, I'm a chick last time I checked which was about 15 minutes ago when I was in the bathroom. Or maybe its just me, maybe that was my way of doing things. But still, I see this girl repeatedly...over and over and I read, and I study (because thats what I do...I notice things about people) and I see right through. 

Blah...I feel a little better now. I had a blast the past 24 hours. It was fun seeing  Justin. I got some kick-butt gifts, and I'm so excited he's moving to RichCity. It makes me go like this :) !!!

Hmmm...I wish I had gone to church last night, I told Steven I'd call him when I got home from my Dads and I completely forgot. 

^^ Not that anyone in the entire world who'd read this would know who Steven is...I suppose its beside the point eh?

Ok Shutting Up





terminated

09:59 pm: And When You're Through
"I Probably Wont Know What I Liked About You"

No, I don't feel that way. It's just a line in a song. Insignificant like so many other things. Is it weird that lately I've just been compelled to write in this thing. My actual, really real, journal is just sort of wasting away in a closet upstairs. I think the last thing I wrote in it was christman gift ideas. Pathetic, I know.

Want to know something even more pathetic? Look no further, you found it (her...ok me). LOL. I'm pessimistic, have I ever shared this? I really am. I hate how teenage girls constantly lower themselves to societys standards. Myself included. Innocence. Where did it go? What happened to it. Well I happen to have some if anyone is interested...Apparently I have plenty, too much according to some. Ha. But thats a good thing, correct? Of course it is, its a rare occurance these days and even those who aren't innocent can agree that being innocent is a typically good thing. So why am I so upset? Why am I all of a sudden completely willing to lower myself to the standards of some person, who lives so far away, that I don't even know, just to prove that I'm good enough to be with someone? I'll tell you why: Society has drained every ounce of marality from every single teenager in the United States (if not the entire world) and its starting to show. No one is good enough. If you're reading this, then guess what? According to everyone else you aren't pretty enough, you're not skinny enough, and if you are skinny then you're too skinny. You don't eat enough, you eat too much. You talk to fast so you must be ditzy, you talk to slow so you must be stupid, you don't have sex so you're innocent and boring, you have sex so you're a tramp, if you're a christian then you are a hypocrite and a fake, if you aren't a christian then you're a demon worshiper and going to burn forever, if you don't wear black you're a stuck up prep, if you do wear black you are a goth no matter what.....Does ANYONE see a pattern here? Anyone at all? With these standards we are NEVER going to be good enough. It is virtually impossible to be normal when using the aforementioned traits as guidelines. The sad thing? This is whats shaping our youth. This is how we're growing up. 

Well, I'm making it stop here. At least for myself, and maybe for whoever reads this. From here on out I choose to embrace my imperfections, to take care of myself and shape myself using my OWN standards, and I choose to stop listening to stupid magazines, and no good, unintellegent teens who stereotype like its going out of style. So there. *Sticks tongue out*!!!

08:53 pm: So A Lot Has Changed

Mostly for the better. Wanna know something? I'm doing better now, no more 24/7 pissed off Liz, no more hateful chick. Its all been really smooth for me this year. Its all become extremely clear.  Reminds me of that song...Anyway, so like there is this boy...I love him. I may even buy a puppy with him someday haha, but for some reason I feel like I've known him forever. Want to know the story? Mmk.

So there was a youth revival...a good while back actually. I went with a friend...and found an amazing person. I just didn't know it yet. Ever hear a song, that speaks to you in a way that sends chills up your spine? This boy sang a song like that. I was honestly touched by it, and so like every other human being on earth, he had a myspace (duh) so I sent a message...and a message which wasn't exactly that great lol, turned into a huge conversation, which escalated into a small friendship which turned into a crush. But what about this boy? I could say its the fact that when I met him I felt like I knew him, when I talked to him it felt like I'd even known him for years...I could also say it was his charm (I know...shut up) or his smile. Or his kick butt taste for 50's/60's love ballads, a common gorund btw. Or, it could be any number of countless other things. Either way, it doesn't matter. I'm extremely happy with this boy, and hope it lasts longer than "Next Week". Otherwise...well that makes me stupid for wasting my time typing this....and I'm not stupid. So there. =P

Anyway in other news, my grades? They're hot. Hot=Good. Math however=crap. But hey what can you expect when your teacher is an extreme psycho? Exactly. You know what? Someone should call me because I feel like being called. Kidding. This weekend is the Ho-Down...don't make fun, MCHS Drama is performing at it, I really need to work on that. I don't want to screw everyone over. It would suck. I don't want to be a let down...that let me down. lol. Gosh i'm bored, I think I'm going to go hit the bottle early so to speak. The bottle, being a bottle of this cool looking juice thats been sitting in the fridge. I want to go myspacing...but it wont let me on the site. Will it let you? Hmm. Anyway. Peace. I'm out homes.

A Lizard-Breath

10:47 pm: I Have No One Else To Vent To, and There's A lot of stuff to say...
So I went to the fair tonight. I was a little worried about going because I was going with Sara and James, who are really cool for letting me come with them in the first place. But I was worried because I just knew it was going to be awkward, but it's better than sitting at home, wishing I had somewhere to go. So I went,  and it was really fun. We had a great time, up until they started hanging out with this other couple. At first I was like, oh we're all just getting on the same ride, chill, it's nothing. Well one ride turned into two, and two turned into three etc.. So eventually I was starting to feel like it was couples only, stupid yes, but what can you expect from me? Exactly. So we were in line for the tilt-a-whirl or whatever and I told Sara, I thought it was just between me and her, but James overheard, and then he told the other couple, and they were like oh no its cool, we "heart" you Liz, just chill so I did, for about 5 seconds, and then like I hadn't just said I was uncomfortable everyone starts making out, and rubbing up on each other, and it was all cuddlies and sunshine...Oh I was just SO happy. Then like things couldn't have gotten worse, someone was like "We have sex way more than you guys" I seriously can't remember who said it, but my God. I mean honestly, it totally made me sick, scratch the fact that I'm feeling low, even if I was just another face in the crowd, didn't know them at all I STILL would've thrown up in my mouth I mean what kind of person says that? I'll tell you, it starts with a W and ryhmes with score. Or if you can't get that one, it could start with an S and rhyme with Shut. So here I was, the lone loser, with- unfortunately for me -probably the two most happy, sexually active, couples in the universe, and of course I have to be best friends with one of the parties. I suck at life. What sucks even more though, is after that even though everyone knew how I felt it just felt like they were rubbing it in. I was STEAMING. So eventually I was mad/hurt/sickened/irritated (take your pick) enough that I was just like I'll call Steve to come pick me up, not a "Oh Liz I'm sorry about all this" or "It sucks you want to leave" or even a "Oh, well bye! Sorry you can't stay" no, no, no, it was just a "Oh ok," and a swift turn around to go off with happy couple number 2. Maybe one day if  I find a guy worth having around I might be able to go somewhere with them. Until then I guess I'll just have to be the lone loser who no guy is interested in.

12:41 pm: Hey Hey!

I hvaen't really updating my usualy "two a week" so I'm going to update real quick before I have to leave for another week of camp. I met some AWESOME people there this past week, and there was never a dull moment for me and Sara. We ended up being counselors because the Camp head thought we were 18, which was a little scary because here we were not much older than the girls we were taking vare of, and we were in charge of them, if anything happened it was our fault. That shook me up a bit, but nothing happened they were the best girls ever. Um, I made lots of new friends, unfortunately they all live miles away on opposite ends of the state, but thats ok thank God for myspace right? Anyway a few of my new awesome friends are::
Tanner~ He gives off a weird vibe when he's first in your presence, but after you talk he is the funniest, sweetest guy you'll ever meet, and I adnire him because he honestly acts the way he wants to, no ones opinion about him even so much as phases him. All the time he is smiling and laughing and doing things his way, plus he worships God like there is no tomorrow, and thats hard to find in a teenager these days. 
Trisha~ Is SOOO freakin' funny. She is one of those people who has never met a stranger and is always smiling and trying to make people laugh, she knows how to have a good time, and she makes the best of situaitons. She's a doll, and made me laugh everytime I was around her!
Elyse~ OMG, what to say...She is just the cats pajamas! lmao. She's funny, and extrememly witty and super nice. Plus the "Elyse Dance" is the best dance in the whole entire world, I swear she def. knows how to "work" a crowd, plus she is a strong christian, and shows it all the time. 
Nick~ Ok first of all the boy is smokin'. But after that he is super nice, and while he probably isn't the model christian, he still is one, and even though I hear he gets in trouble a lot he always seems to find a way through his crap and come out on the other side with an attitude saying everything is fine. He bottles up his emotions, but if you press him hard enough he'll give in, and he is very cuddly, if thats a word.

Anywho thats most of the major people I've met. There were lots more but the above really impacted me the most. I'm going back this week, and I think most of them will be there, only a few will be gone. It's going to be so much fun! But as always I love you guys, and I hope your summer is going well. TTYL!

LIZ!!

07:13 pm: So I Don't Know Who'll Read This But If You Think I Hate You, You Might Want To Read On...
Ok, so this is how it goes. Word for word, the complete and total truth, and if you don't belive me, well all I can say is you should. Because this is my last fighting effort to make things right. I'm a little tired of apologizing for nothing, so I'll skip that part, because I'm not sorry anymore. But anyways, I never said I hated anyone (especially Hollar, I think the girl is awesome, I always have, she's always made me laugh, and I'll most likely always think of her that way) but unfortunately, a certain someone lets call him Josh, has made it a point to lie to me, and to some of his best friends. I love the guy, we all know it, and I can't help how I feel, and yes we were planning to get back together, granted in my defense, I didn't know he was dating anyone, I didn't know he was lying to me, he is good at it what can I say? But anywho, we spent some time together, and I said because of what happened last time we dated, I wasn't sure if I felt comfortable with him hanging out with Hollar so much, again, in my defense it's not because of Hollar, I know she likes Josh as a friend, I am aware 100% of that, I worry about Josh, because it was HIS fault it happened last time, and I'm afraid he will stay true to the saying "Once a liar always a liar", and so far he has unfortunately. But moving on, I told him (word for word by the way) "Well I don't want you sacrificing any friendships for me, including hers, you all have been friends a long time, and it's not my place to play the role of jealous bitch girlfriend," at which point he told me this "I don't like Hollar anyway, she's annoying, and her friendship has never meant that much to me anyway" obviously that was a lie, I just didn't see it then. Of course, he tunred around and told one of his friends a completely different story, making me seem like I had said something horrible, when it never happened at all. So thats it, I don't hate anyone, I don't want Josh to stop hanging out with anyone, you all are his friends, and that should always be more important, but this is it. After today I don't want to hear anything else about it, or about me, or about my relationship with Mr. PArks because as of right now its nonexistant and its probably going to stay that way. So Back off, leave me alone, you can hate me forever, or we can all grow some balls and get along again, your decision not mine. But thats how it went down, and I'm sorry for any misunderstandings, and putting trust in the wrong person, I'm not the person you all make me out to be, or think I am, I am a nice person, who is easy to get along with, but I do have a boiling point like anyone else, and it has definitely been reached.

04:18 pm: So I might be the equivelent to the anti-christ but its ok for now

I am a heartbreaker, I'm a horrible girlfriend, blah blah blah. Well no more boyfriends for me for awhile, I don't feel like having the comitment, I know I've made promises, but lucky for us life isn't perfect, and neither am I, so this is the one time where I am intentionally going to break a promise, and tell you no. I don't want to be in a relationship right now, or anytime soon. I want to have a little "me" time. I haven't been single for more than a week since god only knows when. And unless some guy comes along and God hits me with a lightning bolt with a message attached to it that says "HE'S THE ONE, PICK HIM OR DIE!!!!" then I'm going to keep on moving, because this relationship thing is overrated anyhow.

12:57 am: fair enough...

Since I missed the memo that says we can't talk about our feelings in the 21st century, I suppose typing them will have to do. Actually all I need to say is this: It SERIOUSLY annoys me when people dwell on their problems. Do you realize that there are billions of people in this world and I'd say its pretty safe to say that most of them have bigger problems. So get over it, and move on with life. Get a therapist, you can afford it hon, and maybe one day you'll wake up and realize that your being completely overly emotional, and extremely irrational, and perhaps you'll start feeling sorry for those that are less fortunate than you and be a man. 
thx

02:56 pm: Hmm, Could It Be That...
I REALLY DON'T CARE! Hahaha. I'm feeling extra bitchy today so let me just dish this out real quickly like so I can go destroy something of more importance.  I am not in the mood to talk, I haven't even been home for most of the day so the fact that ALL of you called multiple times over and over meant nothing and good job for wasting your energy. Also I noticed that there were more than plenty messages, missed calls, and texts on my cell phone. Hmmm, guess what? I didn't take it with me for a reason. Take a hint, if by the 200th time you call I still don't answer, that means I don't want to talk. Yeah. So stop.

01:31 pm: BLAH
I have come to the ever boring conclusion that the world is nothing but dissapointment. Our lives are nothing but dissapointment etc... Dissapointment in ourselves, in our relationships (family, friends, other), in our commitments, in our religion, in our entire state of being. I mean your born and you live, being dissapointed with only a few joyous moments to spare, and then you die, you rot in the ground, or you may be burned and then scattered somewhere irrelevent or maybe your family will keep you in a nice looking vase on top of the mantle. What I would just love to know is this: Does the dissapointment that we each cling to in life, stay with us after we kick the bucket? I mean I'd love to think that there was a heaven or a hell, but it just seems to me that the most logical place to go after spending an eternity dissapointed in life, is simply in the ground, laying there, dead. Thats it, you just...die. Dissapointing life=dissapointing death. And who knows maybe I am the only one who thinks all our lives are is dissapointment, and all the world is dissapointing, hell, maybe I'm the only one thats dissapointed. All I know is I'm pissed, and I'm tired of people dissapointing me, promising change then never doing it, being obsessed with stupid things that piss me off, being over controlling and weird, confessing complete bullshit at the MOST inopportune moments, and so on. I'm tired of clinginess, I'm tired of the same things everyday, and I'm tired of everyone letting me down when I probably need them the most. So there, you may call me a whiny bitch, you may call me overly emo, you can call me what you will, but that doesn't change the fact that I'm dissapointed, pissed, and fed up. <3 ( =

04:22 pm: Extremely Weirded Out, Why Am I Cursed?
Ok, so today was the cookout for youth group, and afterwards me and Steven went golfing, no big thing, it happens a lot. So on the way home Steven gets all quiet, and I'm like "Whats up?" and he says I have a secret. Well, if you know me you know that I can't stand a secret whatsoever, so I kept pushing and pushing until he told me. He was like "My feelings for you have changed a bit drastically," and I, being the dumbass that I am figured that he was trying to politely say I hate you now, I don't want to be friends anymore. So I almost started crying, I was like "Why don't you like me anymore?" and he just looked all confused and was like "No it's not that, in fact its quite the opposite," well...that shut me up REAL damn quick. What I want to know is WHY IN THE HELL EVERYONE STARTS LIKING ME WHEN I'm HAPPILY IN A RELATIONSHIP? WTF? You know I spent at least 15 years of my life completely SINGLE. Granted the first ten were spent spitting and kicking on boys. But still from like age 12-where I am now, I have been 100% single at times, there have been more than enough opportunities for you to speak the fuck up. It's not that I like Steven, or Alex, or anyone of the 5 dumbasses who have told me in the past few months they like me, a few even went so far as to say they loved me, what I want to know is this: Are you completely blind and deaf? Do you not hear me when I talk about my relationship, are you blind when you see me getting into a car with a guy and kissing him guess what retard? IT'S NOT MY FATHER!! It;s extremely rude, and selfish to tell me thing like this when number one you KNOW I have a boyfriend and there is nothing I can do about your infatuation, and frankly I think everyone knows that I don't date anyone above 1 year older than me, and I def. prefer no seniority to my boyfriends, especially ranging in the 1-2 year spectrum. So just back off.

Anyway, I am really bored and I would love for someone to call me, and/or message me, and/or hang out, because I want this summer to be fun, and I want to spend it with friends. Love yurs!
LIZ

04:34 pm: New Mexico Here I Come Dahling!!
So tonight is the BIG night. At precisely 11:30 pm my ass is going to the church to load up the van with useless luggage, then we are all going to chill at Franks house until 3am at which point we'll be loading ourselves onto the bus, and heading to Louisville to embark a journey in which we may never return. And no, I'm not talking about the plane going down in flames, I'm talking about the fact that we will be in the complete ghetto of one of the biggest cities in the state of New Mexico, wondering about aimlessly trying to get people to come to church, and stuff. Parents will cuss at us, we've been warned of violence, and stabbings, no shootings have occured...yet. I am a bit nervous, and I should be. I mean my ass is going on the line for these people, people that I don't even know, and I'm beggining to wonder, WTF??? I tried calling people yesterday to say goodbye and/or plan to do something, but like most nights I failed, and had to go see X-3 again with Steve and Alex. Oh and just for the record, if you haven't seen it don't stay for the "special scene" at the end of the credits. You have to sit through 10 minutes of increasingly annoying music, only to have a 10 second...yes 10 seconds, we timed it. Maybe 15 though, because Stevens watch DID mess up. But anyway  Professor X is just in a coma, and he magically wakes up and starts a convo. with the nurse and she's all amazed that he woke up and she's like "CHARLES!!!" then:: BLACK OUT. So don't bother. It was a waste of time. SO anyway, I'll be here until 11:30, so if you want to chat, or call, or send me a message, then go for it. I'll <3 you forever. 
LIZ

04:33 pm: So this is how I look at it: I can't make everyone happy, and lucky me, I have someone who loves me enough to wait for me to get my shit taken care of. 

That was my thought of the day, anywho. X-3 KICKS ASSSSSSSSSSS, and if you don't plan on seeing it, trust me when I say, do it anyways you pussy. It could be the best movie I've seen since V for Vendetta, they are extremely close on the ass kickery scale. It's greatness, and dominate to the extreme. Umm, periods suck...Let's see, I'm leaving on Monday night for good ol' Louisville to board the big scary plane, so if you want to do something I'm going to be calling everyone to see whats up, keep your phones on, and your schedules quazi clear for me gurls. lmao. I'm such a geek. Brian is going to Canada, and if he reads this, you must take a picture of Niagra falls for me darling, because I've always wanted to go.  I'm pumped about this New Mexico trip, it's going to be awesome because I'll have the chance to help all the kids in the neighborhood find good homes, and places where they can be taken care of, and actually eat a good meal, and maybe find some spirituality. I don't know if I'm going to push the whole Jesus is the only way thing though, even though ya know I AM going to be with te youth group, and so on. I just don't see the point in shoving religion down thier throats, its their decision, as far as I'm concerned I'm there to answer questions, and help these kids get out of the streets. But thats as far as I go, and I think thats good of me, because usually I'm a bitch, which most of you can attest to. Anyway, I'm going to go, just wanted to encourage you all to go see X-3, and infrom you of my absence. I love you all, and if I don't see you, have a wonderful summer loves.

Elizabeth <3

01:08 pm: I think I'm The Luckiest Girl in the world
agentsammy2001: i don't want to know about your past. Those who don't LEARN from the past are doom to repeat it. The special things about you are everything. I love the way you smile, i love the way you laugh and snort sometimes, i love how you laugh at my jokes even though most of them are pretty bad, i love the way you intently listen to me when i'm talkign about nothing, i love the way we just cuddle and we don't have to say anything, i love the freckles on your nose, i love how even though they're the most obscure catch phrases we always seem to be repeating them and laughing about it everytime we say it, i love how you randomly hold my hand when we're out, i love the way you playfully run away when i'm looking at video games, i love how you try to like the same kinda music i do just to make me feel better.
agentsammy2001: I love the way you were there for me when i was worrying about what was going to happen after graduation
agentsammy2001: i love the way i can talk to you about anything and not worry about it

SO officially there is nothing more to say. What do you say to that? I know exactly what to say to that: OMG, I AM SOOOOO LUCKY, wtf was I thinking? Huh? Hey Jesus? Wanna throw down a fucking lightning bolt next time and fry my ass? Wake me up people when I start acting like a fruit loop? MMK?

11:25 pm: So Very Sad
Got a date a week from Friday with a preacher's son
Everybody says he's crazy
I'll have to see

I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came
I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves

I'm probably going on and on
It seems I'm doing more of that these day

I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh You left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
'Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way

Mama says that I just shouldn't speak to you
Susan says that I should just move on

You oughta see the way these people look at me
When they see me 'round here talking to this stone

Everybody thinks I've lost my mind
But I just take it day by day


I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh You left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes I feel an angel's touch
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
'Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way

Probably wouldn't be this way

Got A Date a week from Friday with a preacher's son
Everybody says I'm crazy
Guess I'll have to see